At first, the feeling is awkward; hesitant. It takes a concentrated effort and distractions cloud my mind, making me struggle to maintain focus. On the one hand, I feel as though I will burst with the love I need to express, but on the other hand, I battle self-consciousness; fearful of negative opinions and judgmental attitudes. Why do I care so much what it looks like to others? I am only here for One. I am here to worship.

Worship is defined as reverent love and devotion accorded a supernatural deity, an idol, or a sacred object. This can be carried out through ceremonies, prayers, or other religious forms by which this ardent devotion is expressed. As followers of Christ, worship is our privilege and responsibility. (Psalm 29:2 “Ascribe to the Lord the glory due his name; worship the Lord in the splendor of his holiness.”)

Whether through prayer, meditation or song; worship is one of the purest and deepest forms of spiritual expression. It brings a person to the throne and communicates praise and gratitude in a uniquely creative and emotional way. (Psalm 100:2 “Worship the Lord with gladness; come before him with joyful songs.”)

It can be wonderfully fulfilling and enjoyable to experience that closeness with the Savior that no one else can understand. There is truly nothing like coming to the altar and offering ones self in a way all your own. But it isn’t always easy.

Like physical exercise, worship is a decision I must make. I know that it is essential for my spiritual health to communicate with the Father in this way. Unfortunately, there are many barriers to break through in order to reach that place of intimacy. I may not feel like praising, but it’s not about the emotion involved or how good I “feel”. It is for His glory! Hebrews 13:15 exhorts us to (“Continually offer up a sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of lips that give thanks to His name.”)

Sometimes pride can be an issue if I allow myself to entertain the idea that through my own worship, I am more spiritual than the next person. More often though, the problem is embarrassment. I let fear in and believe the lie that people are laughing at the way I express my love for God.

Every once in a while, the enemy can even bring condemnation so that I feel that I am unworthy to come into the presence of One who is supremely holy. How easy it is to get caught up in that lie! It is vital to keep in mind that it is by grace we are saved! (Romans 8:1 “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”) I can admit that in and of myself I am not good enough, but I have been made holy through His sacrifice and the salvation provided at the cross. (Hebrews 4:16 “Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.”)

Any of the attitudes listed previously can hinder my ability to connect with the Lord. It is such a challenge to leave them all behind and focus solely on Jesus! A song we sing at church says, “It’s all about you, Jesus…it’s not about me.” Another one that is so meaningful says, “I’m coming back to the heart of worship, and it’s all about You.”

How amazing it is when the distractions disappear and He comes to meet us where we are. This is what we were created for! As His children, we know that when we worship, we will be blessed with the presence and pleasure of a loving Father because God inhabits the praises of His people!

Copyright L. Joy Douglas